Reality is hard, but all I wanna remember is God is my Shepherd
pressure ada disekeliling kita ada reasonsnya.
"everything happens for a reason."
problems diijinkan untuk ada dan masuk dlm kehidupan ini..
BUT
GOD IS STILL IN CONTROL
(actually God always in control of ev'rything)
kadang kita gak ngerti kenapa spertinya tiba2 kita terjebak dlm situasi yg menyulitkan kita. tp coba kita ambil waktu sejenak untuk silent.. dan pikirkan bhw ada TUHAN. Itu akan menyelesaikan dan memberikan jawaban kepada setiap persoalan yg kita lg hadapi. memang bukan physically masalahnya tiba2 terselesaikan dgn sempurna. tp ada "sesuatu" (hehe.. you'll know what i mean when you are facing problem(s) right now and are doing the same thing as I do.. no matter what it is), ada "sesuatu" yg mengalir didlm hati kita even stronger than our logic (lbh dr pikiran kita sendiri).
terus terang kmarin malem gw stress berat.. well beberapa waktu ini gw mengalami stress & ada pressure yg cukup berat sih.. tp gak gw crita ke org2.. cukup sm org yg ada sama gw dlm suka & duka hehe.. gw wkt under pressure lupa & terlalu tenggelam sama situasi & pikiran gw sendiri.. mencari solusi & sumber masalahnya.. tp gak ketemu n malah cari tempat lain to runaway.. dan wkt mau tidur sekitar jam 3-an.. at the very last minuete.. gw teringat sm Tuhan. Tuhan ada. knapa gw mesti lari ke tempat lain, knapa gw mesti stress. bebrp wkt kmd gw tertidur pules.. sampai ada sms dr hunny bangunin gw hehe.. then I decided to get up n pray also read the bible. trus, gw baca2 sambil dngrin lagu, n lagunya ingetin gw satu pasal.. psalm 23. n gw baca itu psalm 23 says God is my shepherd.
God is my shepherd;
I have everthing I need.
He lets me rest in green pastures.
He leads me to calm water.
He gives me new strength.
He leads me on paths that are right for the good of His name.
Even if I walk through a very dark valley,
I will not be afraid,
because You are with me.
~ psalm 23:1-4
sebuah pesan yg dulu n dah pernah even sering dibaca tp hari ini pas bgt buat gw hehe.. (mgkn ini yg dibilang the word of God is alive, firman Tuhan tuh hidup). pas bgt isi psalm 23 ini yg lg gw baca sama kata2 di lagu yg sdg gw dnger liriknya "pegang tanganKu, Ku slalu ada untukmu." aniway, ev'rything is happenned for a reason, right? hehe...
waktu udah inget ada Tuhan. God is able to solve every single thing of the problems we made.
gw bs relaks now.. eventhough situasi mungkin msh sama dgn yg awal.. tapi gw dah tau.. the reasons why all of these happened and are still happening...
gw hanya bisa bersyukur, Tuhan menemukan gw, God found me. di dalam kehidupan yg tough ini.. yg gw tau "I need God who is here. I need God who is now & tomorrow & the future." (God is the Alpha and Omega, the first and the beginning and the last).
note: pray to God and tells everything inside our heart, tell God everything we feel and what we need.
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